yea. realli very disappointed. up till now still dun understand.. by shouldering the blame that u dun nid to doesnt helps.. instead it makes me more disappointed.. i guess from what i said, u, whoever is reading this noes that im not in the least ok. so bear with me for now for the crap.. u dun have to read what im gonna say next.. juz ignore this post and check the blog again few days later..
i guess.. now i realize the words "dont noe" realli brings a lot of despair each time its mentioned.. realli.. realli.. and right now im left alone in the bottomless pit of despair yet again.. i dun blame any1 for it.. bt u always say "blame me" .. this isnt what i want.. u dun bring me despair.. u bring me the opposite.. despair is because of myself, not u. and its realli very tiring to hear u saying "blame me". cause rite now u still dun understand wad u mean to me.. maybe i've taken the wrong approach.. maybe im not sensitive enuff.. maybe i have been dreaming all these while.. maybe i dun understand u.. so many maybes.. i could name more but whats the use of it.. the bottomline of this post.. is for u to noe how much u mean to me.. bt if after this u still dunno.. its my turn to say i dunno .. **tHe kEyS tO uNlOcK oUr hEaRtS...**
